I Don't Know.

As I sit alone,
Wondering and thinking,
I've just realised,
I've made a huge mistake,
by having feelings for you.
I should have known,
that I wasn't as pretty,
as brilliant, or as flawless,
as other girls.
But somehow, I end up falling for you.
Will I keep on dreaming,
That there might be something real between us two?
Will I keep anticipating for you to fall for me?
Sometimes, I can't take one more step towards you,
Because if I did,
something more will bloom in my heart,
And I want to avoid it,
And sometimes I wish that you stop giving me hope,
but I still like the hopes that you're giving me.
And you don't know how it hurts,
seeing you wanting somebody that I dearly love.
And I've been asking question to myself,
Will you love me and accept me for who I am?
Why did I fall for you at the first place?
I don't know.




I'm having quite a bad time right now. I'm undergoing an emotion turmoil in my heart. The guy that I like doesn't even know that I like him, and we are somehow best friends. I don't know what to think